My Grandma raised three sons:  Jim, Stanford and Floyd.  The middle son, Stanford, is my father.  Her husband was a shepherd, and he died when my father was 12 years old. Grandma raised her children in the midst of the Great Depression.  Two of her sons died each at the age of 52.  Jim died of the complications arising from a brain aneurism associated with the side effects of polycystic kidneys. Floyd died of bone cancer.  He was on one of the ships monitoring the Bikini Island hydrogen bomb test, and his ship was too close to the explosion, and got “dusted”.


My Grandfather Herschel was a Wobbly.  These were left wing labor union people.  He was involved in an attempt to unionize farm laborers in the 1930’s.  There were several marches in Yakima until the local police started shooting and killing people.  They rounded up the strikers, including my grandfather, and held them in an open pen in downtown Yakima.


My Grandma and Herschel were estranged during the later years of their marriage.  She was tough and it is hard to imagine her as romantic, but It seems at some time after her estrangement, she was swept away by forces she was unable to manage. There was at some point an episode in her life about which I only learned as an adult, and never fully understood.  


My father remembers that time when my grandmother had separated from Herschel, and she ran off with her lover

and her children.  They rode the rails,  sometimes living in tents and camps and surviving in the desperate poverty of the Great Depression.  My father occasionally fished for his dinner, and I suspect he was often hungry.  They lived a short while with Grandma’s sister in Oregon. Her sister Minah had married a German prisoner of war from World War I, Chris.  I remember Chris very well; he was a kind man who loved children.


Grandma eventually returned to Selah disillusioned.    She never remarried after her husband Herschel died, and lived alone the rest of her life.  When I was a child, she wanted nothing to do with men, considering them unreliable.  


Herschel died shortly after her return to Selah. He had polycystic kidneys (a family disease which my uncle Jim inherited).  My father remembers riding his bike from Selah into Yakima to attend a lonely funeral.  


My Grandma now had the responsibility of a widow raising three adolescent boys.  There were no food stamps, and she was too proud to accept charity or welfare. She worked in the warehouses packing fruit.  She got sick, and my father had to support the family, which he did while finishing high school.  Dad started a vegetable garden in the backyard,  and they owned a cow which he kept in the field across the street.  Between the ages of 12 and 14 my father had his own business selling ice cream and candy at fruit warehouses.  He made about $40 per month.  Grandma had lined an apple box with canvas and sawdust for insulation so that dad could carry the ice cream.  Grandma eventually educated herself, with my father’s help.  She became an accountant at a women’s clothing store in Yakima, Lou Johnson’s.  She worked there from the first times I can remember until retirement.

My family comes from the High Desert of the Pacific Northwest.  This area includes Montana, Idaho, Eastern and Central Oregon and Washington.  It was settled during the latter half of the 19th century.  This is a land of rivers fed by the Rocky Mountains and the Cascades.  The Columbia and Snake are the most famous.  The land is good for raising sheep, cattle and with irrigation, all manner of fruits and vegetables.  The mountains at one time had mines for copper and silver, but these mines are long dead, or worse, an attraction for tourists.  There are many coyotes, rattlesnakes, and an occasional puma.  Coyotes and pumas were hunted to near extinction during and before my childhood, and are now reviving since both the deer population and human tolerance increase.  


My Grandma Jennie was born in Albany Oregon and was raised in Idaho.  She got married to Herschel McLerran when she was about 18, and moved to Selah, Washington, where she lived almost all of her life.  Selah was a town settled by pioneers. It lies at the confluence of the Naches and Yakima rivers, between the Yakima and Wenas valleys.  The Cascade mountains are nearby, and as a child I would collect pumice rock from ancient volcanic eruptions.  Central to the Yakima Indian creation myths is genesis from  volcanic ash and mud.

Left: My Gradnma and Grandpa's wedding

Right: Herschel and Jennie

I believe Herschel's ancestors had immigrated to the Briish colonies sometime not too long after the Jacobite rebellion in Scotland.  They most probably were indentured servants.  After paying off their indenture, they ended up in the mountains of Tennessee where they mixed with the Cherokee.  Many Scots had sided with the British in the American revolution, and in the South, the revolutionary war was in many respects similar to a civil war.  The recently arrived Scots had little money and property, and many found themselves ironically on the side of the British, who they had fought in Scotland.  But for whatever reasons, after the revolution there was no doubt recrimination and many Scots left for Canada or quietly drifted off into the Wilderness.  Later, during the Civil War, again Tennessee was divided, and Herschel's ancestors were caught in the middle.  Many of the mixed breed Scots ended up fighting for the South.  Of course the South did not represent their interests, but the North treated them badly as well.  After the Civil War, with the South in ruins, Herschel's family escaped out west to the high plains of Montana, Oregon, Idaho and Washington State.

Above: My greatgrandfather owned a stage coach line in Idaho

I know less about Jenny's family.  The picture on the right is of her mother and father and her older brother.  Remarkable is how much her mother looked like Jennie.  Her father did carpentry work and for a time worked on building ships in Astoria.  Her family moved throughout the northwest in search of work.

Grandma in middle age, and below in her garden in Selah


Grandma did not live in the fancy part of town.  She had neighbors like the West family next door who looked in on her, and my father always lived not too far away.  She was proud of her independence.  She raised and slaughtered her own fowl.  She grew enough fruits and vegetables  to provide for herself through the winter.  She was proud of her skills as an organic gardener, long before this phrase was even in common use.  She was an intelligent woman with strong opinions on many matters, and little interest in other things.  In her later years, when she was getting forgetful, she would buy a new chain saw every spring forgetting the one she had bought last year.  The Wests would quietly return the new one to the store and collect a refund for her.


Grandma was particularly important for me.  She was always there when things were difficult.  I remember once as a 10 year old boy, I had gone fishing in one of the nearby ponds.  There was an old oil barrel lying nearby, which had part of its sides removed.  It looked to be a perfect boat, but with obvious problems of stability.  I and a friend got into it and with sticks pushed ourselves into the pond.  When the first fish took our bait, our boat capsized.  This was in the fall, and there was a thin layer of ice on the water.  We got out of the pond OK but were soaking wet.  My grandma somehow had sensed there would be trouble, had followed us down to the pond, and found us sitting by the bank shivering.  She took us home, dried out our clothes, and fed us.


Grandma was always curious and loved to read. She encouraged her grandchildren to read too.  Even with her small income, on my birthdays or Christmas she managed to buy me a book about science, and I would read about dinosaurs or galaxies of stars, or submarines.


In her later years, she began to have strokes, and eventually could not live alone.  She did not like being dependent on anyone, but there were few options.  We were glad when we managed to find a place for her in an unusually supportive nursing home.  She was given a space where she could garden.  The management made a handsome sign identifying it as “Jenny’s Garden for the Residents,” and served produce grown there at mealtimes.  She was very proud of this.  After some years, while watering her garden she fell and broke her hip.  There was a botched attempt to fix things, and in the process she got gangrene.   At about this time, her roommate died of cancer.  Grandma figured she had lived long enough, so she put in her pair of false teeth, and refused any water.  No one could pry her mouth apart.  The High Desert is a place which values human freedom and independence, so she was allowed to die, which she did peacefully after three days.


It was midwinter, and at her funeral, the ground was blanketed with snow.  I had bought a single rose and tossed it onto her casket as she was buried.   Grandma might not have been happy to see a good rose be wasted, but I think she would have understood.

Upper right:  Grandma and her cat


Right:  Grandma and me


Left:  Grandma in her garden


Lower right:  Mom and Dad’s wedding picture.

As a young man, my father wanted to go to the University and become a mathematician.  He worked while in high school to help support his mother and brothers.  When he was graduating from high school,  the Second World War was in full swing and   he joined the navy.  He served on an amphibious landing ship.  When the war ended, he was off the coast of Japan preparing for the invasion, an invasion where he and millions of others would have very likely died.


(We had a neighbor in Selah who had served as a Marine in Guadalcanal.  His son and I would sometimes sneak into his father’s trunk of memorabilia from the war to admire his medals.  His father never once mentioned anything about what happened on Guadalcanal.  Official figures for the casualties in Guadalcanal were 6000 of 60,000 American soldiers, and 24,000 of 32,000 Japanese.)


During the war, he met my mother Geraldine Myers, and they were married before the war ended. Their wedding photo is to the right. Mom was from Lancaster Pennsylvania.  She had been raised by her aunts.  Her mother had died in a stove explosion and subsequent fire.  Her father was a school teacher and was college educated, but after his wife’s death drifted into depression.  On the few times I met her father, he was living in the Yakima Valley working as a farm laborer.  Neither my mother nor my father ever got to college.


After Mom and Dad were married, Mom went off to live with Grandma.  Once the war was over, they got their own place and had their first child, my older brother Stanny.  He died shortly after his third birthday.  He had been given a tricycle as his birthday present.  I was a little older than 1 year at the time, and my mom’s attention was diverted while Stanny rode his tricycle down the hill from our house.  He was run over when a truck backed up in a driveway.  

Upper:  Stanny on his new trike.

Far left: Stanny, me, mom and dad

Left: Stanny, me, mom and Grandma

Above and Right:  My maternal Grandmother


Far right: My maternal Grandfather

I think my first memories are of Stanny and are associated with pictures taken at my Grandma’s house.  I remember chasing Stanny around the yard in my stroller.  Years later, after my Grandma’s death, we went through her personal items and discovered shiny red ribbons which she had kept from Stanny’s casket.


My father always worked hard, and put a high value on education.  He took night classes at the business college,  and a correspondence course from International Correspondence School, and with self-study got his CPA.  He built his own accounting business in Selah.   He eventually moved to Richland when I was in my late teens.  He worked for a while with the companies doing contractual work for the nuclear reactors in the Hanford area, but eventually reverted to self-employment.


My mother and father were both active working with young people, in particular scouting, little league baseball and the local Selah swim team.  Dad is proud of the Key Award that he received for his long service to the Scouts.  He was also active in the Junior Chamber of Commerce, and more recently with the Veterans of Foreign Wars, serving as the local post Commander for many years.


Mom and Dad were both tolerant and supportive of my experiments using a chemistry set which was given to me as a Christmas present.  When combined with other chemicals which you could find in local drug stores, and battery acid from the local service stations, you could generate a number of unexpected results.  Dad and Mom always had books around, including both the Encyclopedia Americana and a science encyclopedia.


Mom was traditional, staying at home and taking care of her three children.  She was very attentive.  I only remember she let me down once.  I and a friend had been out camping overnight along the Yakima river.  My friend’s dog was along, and somehow in the middle of the night the dog had an unfriendly exchange with a skunk. The dog came back to our camp and climbed in bed with me while I was asleep.  The next morning we hiked back home, my friend insisting that I keep some distance from him.  When I got home, tired and with a bad headache from the awful smell, Mom somehow noticed when I was coming through the door, and insisted I go outside.  She locked the doors and would not let me in until I had taken off my clothes and rinsed in the lawn hose.  It was hard to convince her that I had really rinsed off, since skunk is a smell that doesn’t wear off, but eventually I got inside.


As an adolescent and teen, I think I was very difficult.  Like many young men, I grew up conflicted and angry.  Being an angry young man is however only acceptable so long as you are young, and I am many years past that.  I now can understand my parents on their own terms, imagining their goals, successes, and unfulfilled dreams.     

Top left:  Mom and dad with Alice at our house in Bellport  2000


Top left:  Jennifer in grade school


Left:  Dennis, me, mom and dad on Christmas when I was about 3 and Dennis was 1

Right:  Our family on a trip to California


Left:  Dennis and me near our home in Selah

I have a brother and a sister, Dennis and Jennifer.  Jennifer had the misfortune to be the youngest.  When Dennis and I would go off to play, Jennifer remembers we would chase her back home, like a dog that had tried to follow us to school.  


I always think of Dennis as being skilled in dealing with people, and always trying to find a middle way in any situation of conflict.  In fact, he has  become a lawyer.  He was director of the Puget Sound Clean Air Agency and is now the administrator for Region X of the Environmental Protection Agency.  His jurisdiction includes Washington, Oregon, Idaho and Alaska.   His diplomatic skills are highly useful, allowing him to work successfully in a politically challenging  position.  He has done extremely well, creating environmental programs that have been models for other cities.  I have recently heard him interviewed on National Public Radio about his work in lowering diesel emissions in the Seattle-Tacoma metro area.  Dennis’s wife Karin Nyrop is a powerful lawyer.  She is an Assistant Attorney General who represents the University of Washington.  Among other things, she has been involved in academic misconduct issues, an area which is a minefield, and requires much lightness of foot.


Jennifer is artistic by talent and temperament, and  became an art historian and successful academic.  She and her husband Tom Patin, were on the faculty of the University of Ohio in Athens for many years.  Jennifer was also curator of the Kennedy Museum of Art.  She and Tom have recently moved to Northern Arizona University in Flagstaff where they are both on the faculty.  Jennifer is now the Director of the Northern Arizona Art Museum.  Tom is Director of the School of Art.

My niece Kristin while a little girl

Jennifer and Dennis probably had much difficulty with me when we were kids. I was very rebellious, and I think I embarrassed them.  I probably still do.  But with Jennifer as an adult, we had some good times together in Paris.  On our first visit to Paris together,  Alice and I invited Jennifer to come and spend three weeks with us there. It was the most beautiful October Paris has enjoyed for 50 years; everyone there told us that. The photos above are from this time.  Jennifer and Alice introduced me to Greek restaurants on the Rue Moufftard,  some of which still remain after 20 years, and where Alice and I will have an occasional dinner while in Paris.

I see Dennis and his wife Karin and daughter Kristin more often than  I do Jennifer.  My paths sometimes cross Seattle, and when there I try to have dinner with Dennis and his family.  On the right is a photo of me and Kristin when she was a young girl.  She is now a young woman.  She has a strong and independent mind, and I suspect will naturally cut her own course through life.